i have been thinking about you more and more latley. i really miss you. its hard not talking to you when i have problems. darlene is moving into your house. i kinda dont want anyone living in there because im always used to it being your house but ill deal with it for you. there italain and will take good care of your house. plus it will smell like italian food again. its going to be werid seeing the lights on in there for the first time. i wish i could see you again. i wish i could go back in time and do things differently. i would of spent more time with you and took care of you better. i would of ate dinner with you so you wouldnt of eaten alone. if i could have 1 more day with you, i would hold on to you and wont let go. i love you so much and i miss you. the only good thing about dying is that i get to see you again. i love you.