Hi grandma. I am really sorry for not writing to you in soo long but I have a lot to tell you. First off I applied to Suny Oneonta for English because I hate Business Management. I hate all my classes and I need to do what makes me happy. I been working at Lowes for over a year now. I really like the job and most of the people I work with. Its crazy how a job can change your life. I made some pretty great friends there and I met Jason there which is my new boyfriend. He is a really nice guy and treats me well, you would of really liked him. Brian still comes to my house but I am much happier without him. Don't get me wrong I sort of miss him for some things and I will always care for him but we did not go good together which you already know. I really miss seeing you and talking to you. I wish I could hear your voice once more but I guess for right now home videos will have to do. I think about you all the time and I hear songs on the radio that makes me think of you. I think about you often and I wish i could see you again but one day I will. I will keep you updated on my life and let you know if I get into Oneonta or not. I really hope I do, I am a good person with a good heart and I deserve it. I want to get a good job so I can help my parents out and give them things like they work so hard to do for me. I love you and will talk to you soon.